There’s a beat in my heart i don’t recognize
A rhythm in the way it falls & rise
A blur in the eye making dreams a far cry
A sound in the ear that is unclear
My mind at ease but a conflict remains
I ponder what i lost or what i gained
A thought so coiled
Exuberance drained
A whisper so hushed
a feel untouched
I lay awake quibbling with me
Adrift in my muse…in search of ME…