Lost My Voice

I once felt pain
Sharp and piercing
Through my heart and soul
I thought it was temporary
It will slowly go
Only to discover it was here to stay
Forever, I remember
No it was forever and a day
The Pain stayed with me
Until we became one
Now it’s gone
And I am totally numb
My heart is frozen like a block of ice
Unnerving and silent
Weighing heavy and still
Steady and lifeless
Breathing against my will
It pumps blood like a gadget
It keeps beating
But only due to habit
It is a tool
Immune to emotions
Sailing through life’s
Waverly motions
I drag along for there is no choice
I am quiet now, my feelings have lost their voice…